海洋与天空之间(between the sea and the sky)
i don’t know why i like water so much. i like drinking water. i like the sea. i like any places with water. so i doubt whether i was a fish or not in my previous generation.
our school is just located on the sea side, which makes me feel comfortable. whenever i get the free time, i’d like to go to the sea shore, sometimes with my friends while most of the time just by myself. i like sitting on the sand quietly and listening to the songs sang by the sea.
one of my friends used to ask me whether i had ever observed what the sea looked like on a clear day. i didn’t answer him directly then. but he told me that as far as we could see, the sea and the sky joined together and formed a beautiful arc at the end of our sight. they seemed to be together in the end. while as a matter of fact, there was still a far distance between them, like poles apart. they can’t be together, never ever.
i felt so sorry when heard this, because i knew he was giving me some hint about our relationship. i didn’t know what to say about this. i just said that: “didn’t you tend to get a bit too sentimental? it meant nothing at all but a natural phenomenon.”
sometimes i don’t like my way of dealing with things, especially about emotion. i always choose to run away from the eyes, the love and anything else. why i always choose to run away? like reading a novel, we cannot change the sad ending, but we can choose not to begin.
